I am sorry
I say those words to myself every day
because every day I miss him
The boy who hurt me at just 17
Telling me lies
Saying 'I love you' that morning and then leaving that afternoon
I questioned myself too many times on why
all the same answers arose
He couldn't love me right
It wasn't me
its now a couple months after but I still long for him
I long for his love
I do not care to be loved by many but by him only
How do I forget, my last birthday where I took him out to dinner
How do I forget, his last birthday where I made him dinner and bought him gifts with my first paycheck
How do I forget, meeting his family and bringing him to meet mine
How do I forget, the panic attack when he told me it was over
How do I forget, his infidelity with no reasoning behind it
How do I forget, those late nights of crying because of his last words
How do I forget, being in love with him and him saying he no longer loves me
but he did that morning, he did last night
how do I forget him
how do I forget memories
how do i forget you
the boy who hurt me at just 17
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Author:
Ariel Ann S. Perez (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: It is really over, between me and him. It hurts just hearing his name. He left, while I was hoping he would stay. I was going to give him everything all over again but he chose other people over me like always. He didn't want to text an "extra girl" because he already added other girls within a week, classic him. I was not an extra girl, remember we were together for years? He told me I was not a friend nor family so he never held me dearly. He told me he can't change, he likes the attention too much and he would hurt me all over again. But how do I move on, I want to forget him; who he is, what he looks like, his name. I'm done, i'm done trying to love someone who would throw me away in a heartbeat. Although he was my first love i loved for years, I have to love myself more. I have to learn to forget him.
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One day the boy that will be yours forever will come into your life and your future will then be certain in that love.
We’re sometimes worthy of more …
Nice writing ) I think sometimes we love people who might not treat us in the best way ? Sorry you were hurt by him
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