The mind can be a prison, complete torture, living hell,

so please reach out for help whether it's a whisper or a yell.

I learned this the hard way, by som' I'll never do again,

You are not alone, please don't be afraid to share your pain' 🙏❤

After I tried suicide I felt worthless, guilt and shame,

But now I know that I am not the one who is to blame.

People think that they can do whatever they want to you,

Without regard of anything you're already going through.

Violate your body and destroy your mind more than what's already done ,

I am standing up now, my journey's just begun!!!!!!!!

  • Author: Renzi Mars (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 4th, 2020 20:06
  • Comment from author about the poem: Last month i was sexually assaulted in a hospital i was admitted to for cardiac arrest .. A HOSPITAL !!!!!! After days of begging STAFF AND DOCTORS for safe guarding.. harrassment and abuse just got worse and a blInd eye was turned by those who's care i was in. It finally lead to this :( My life has been turned upside down along side other mental and physical health i face and fight every single day. Im really struggling,my family took me straight out of that hell. I'm home and with poetry i hope to realease sonething amd not attempt suicide again.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 34
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  • dusk arising

    Hello old pal.

    This poetic thing you and me do, Did u ever wonder why? OK you are no dummie so i know you have wondered. Where does it lead? What do I do it for? And YOU eh?

    No definative answers from me for you but....

    I bet, like me, it's a kind of release of the inner tension which haunts. An outlet of release of either the excuse of self hate, plea for sympathy. or downright fuck you all you bastards.
    I doubt its that last one cos |I've seen your writing. Life Fekkin hurts doesn't it. We all suffer it for any amount of reasons.
    I write here to appease my inner devils and pretend i'm a human being. You write for .. i haven't a clue. I know a little of your battles because i have always read your posts... but... how much is really u?

    Old man across miles of too far to do you any harm sees you.

    • Renzi

      Aww I've miss you x

    • Goldfinch60

      So very sorry to hear of your troubles Renzi, it certainly should not happen anywhere, especially in hospitals.
      From the words of you poem it seems that the shock has changed you into a much stronger person and the new chapter in your book of life has begun, stand up and walk, run or even glide into your new found life with strength you have found within yourself.
      May your new life be filled with joy and love.


      • Renzi

        Love to you xx

      • Crowns4Christ

        we are a very supportive family here,yes you can consider us family.i don't know what you believe ,but renzi,there is a man that would never hurt you ,never leave you,and loves you unconditionally.put your trust into jesus christ,he can and will help you.he will heal your hurt a new friend melissa

        • Renzi

          I'm not Christian 🙈🙈 I'm a universalist.

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