No Name

My surroundings swallow me up

I slowly fall down

I close my eyes as I drift closer to the ground 

The air is thicker 

It makes my lungs burn

It makes my heart bleed and my stomach turn

My brain is fuzzy

My body feels weak

I let myself drown to find the peace i seek

The silence is broken

My head gets clearer

I start to float up as the surface gets nearer

I open my eyes

I wish to sleep

But instead i smile and joke when i speak