You
Never forgotten forever here
you're the first thing on my mind
you're the first thing I see in the mirror
I lost you only a month ago
I feel like I'm going crazy
please say it isn't so
I put on a happy face
I see you everywhere I look
but nothing, nothing could take your place
you're one angel heaven shouldn't have took
your blonde hair and beautiful face
i only got to hold you once and still
I wish that god had taken me in your place
everything still doesn't feel real
I hear your heartbeat in my ears
I see you everywhere I go
I can't help but feel the sting of all the tears
I don't wish this pain for anyone to know
Being a mother is something I always wished
seeing you suffer through all that pain though
that's something that can't be missed
I wish I didn't have to be in this world to see you go
I have days where I wish I wasn't alive
I have days I wish not get out of bed
I have days i wished I didn't survive
I have days you don't stay out of my head
Theres nothing I wouldn't do to bring you back
I've thought of it all
I can't help but think this is gods form of attack
if I had one call to Heaven you'd be the one i would call
i pray for you baby boy
I hope you're happy up there
You brought my life only joy
The love I had for you was only yours never to share
I love you more than life
nothing could ever replace the love I had for you
the pain in my heart is that of a knife
Continuing to love you is the only thing I can do
I miss you so much words cannot say
You were my one and only
I pray to see you again every day
Until I see you again I will forever be in my heart lonely
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Author:
stephanie (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: December 19th, 2020 18:24
- Comment from author about the poem: This poem is for my passed away son
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Comments4
Stephanie, my heart goes out to you. This is something no parent should have to go through, and no matter what I say, it would not be enough. My wife and I are praying for you.
Thank you so much I appreciate it. Every day hurts but I’m making it through
Such an emotive write Stephanie my thoughts are with you. He will be looking down on you with love.
Andy
I appreciate your comment I’m doing better just getting it out helps
Your devotion is a brave and beautiful thing. It overflows the page, and infuses us all with grief and courage, loss and hope.
Thank you I think it really helps getting the words out it makes things a little better being able to write about it
stay strong, let it all out within these words you ink from those unending tears,
helping you find a way to that next breath, each new step that inches you closer to finding others who share a grief similar, even if never the same, so you can find what little solace life has left to grant, in helping each other survive...
my deepest condolences for your loss,
Thank you so so much it hasn’t been easy and I’ve just now been able to write about it but I hope my writing might help someone some day
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