Am I not lonely?

brothervilheim

Overthinking sinking on the brink again

This state generates hate and im breaking

It’s all happiness in my face and I cant take it,

I don’t mean it maliciously nor viciously but my fake smile begins to choke me when im asked are you not lonely,

Of course I am company is a basic need of humanity

But im lost see she cracked and crumbled me, chewed up and spat out everything inside of me.

And for so long I felt nothing but the cavity a void that consumed me

Ive had to rebuild everything outside and in right down to my psyche

But in this situation of isolation I feel like alone is how im supposed to be.

  • Author: brothervilheim (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 19th, 2021 07:53
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 17
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  • Goldfinch60

    Company is certainly a basic need in our life, one day a person will come along and take you out of that loneliness and bring back into the world of people.

    Andy

  • L. B. Mek

    sync this perfectly to a beat and you'll have a hit, I guarantee..
    thanks for sharing



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