Going Crazy and I'm Happy

A Boy With Roses

So depressed, can't remember the past                                                                          

Now I'm going crazy and I'm happy                                                                                

In the moment                                                                                                                  

Happy in the moment, smiling at nothing                                                                                  

I used to think... I was so dumb for believing                                                                    

I could change, now I'm a sea 

 

Listening to Van Etten                                                                                                    

Remembering when I was seventeen 

 

You broke my heart and I put it back together                                                                  

But I will never be the same                                                                                        

Looking out the window, remembering the old days                                                          

In the middle of the night dancing to music

 

You don't know who I am                                                                                                  

When I am cold and I'm distant                                                                                          

In bed, too sick to move                                                                                                          

I have reasons why I'm so blue

 

Listening to Van Etten                                                                                                    

Remembering when I was seventeen.

 

  • Author: Jordan Cash (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 22nd, 2021 17:56
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  • Goldfinch60

    Very emotive write XX but just remember those happy moments and they will be with you in your life once again.

    Andy

    • A Boy With Roses

      ~Yes Andy! Everything can be a blur sometimes, but I always carry the nostalgia in my blood. Thanks for reading and I appreciate the comment Sir. Take good care of yourself please! X



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