Nowadays I've been having a lot of mixed feelings,
One minute I feel tired,
The next I feel lost,
On other days I feel unwanted,
I feel hatred for everything,
I feel lonely,
I feel numb,
Insecure,
What is happening to me?
I find myself staring into thin air,
I find myself showing my parents contempt, I don't like it either,
I convince myself that everyone is looking at me,
And yet I'm looking at myself too.
I'm tired of these feelings,
I'm tired of feeling this amount of pain,
I'm tired of it all, whatever IT is.
I want, no I desire,
I desire to smile,
To laugh,
To love,
I want nothing but to be happy,
I want nothing but for these feelings to leave,
Why won't they take a hint?
I don't want them,
And I especially don't need them.
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Author:
Lauretta (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This poem shows what has been happening to me lately, The pain of having feelings that make you feel unnecessary, alone and many more.
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Comments3
Your feelings is shared
I hope you find happiness again
Oh my dear friend
Don’t be sad
Bloom like the flowers
Watch the few drops
Your maybe the sun for so many sunflowers around
Don’t get disheartened
Spring up again
Even if it’s fall today
Spring awaits you ….
Thank you so much for trying to cheer me up.
Very touching and deep message.
thank you
Emotive words Lauretta but I ma sure that those feelings will go and your live will become full of joy and love.
Andy
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