Unwanted feelings!

Lauretta13

Nowadays I've been having a lot of mixed feelings,

One minute I feel tired,

The next I feel lost,

On other days I feel unwanted,

I feel hatred for everything,

I feel lonely,

I feel numb,

Insecure,

What is happening to me?

 

I find myself staring into thin air,

I find myself showing my parents contempt, I don't like it either,

I convince myself that everyone is looking at me,

And yet I'm looking at myself too.

 

I'm tired of these feelings,

I'm tired of feeling this amount of pain,

I'm tired of it all, whatever IT is.

 

I want, no I desire,

I desire to smile,

To laugh,

To love,

I want nothing but to be happy,

I want nothing but for these feelings to leave,

Why won't they take a hint?

I don't want them,

And I especially don't need them.

  • Author: Lauretta (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 16th, 2021 03:40
  • Comment from author about the poem: This poem shows what has been happening to me lately, The pain of having feelings that make you feel unnecessary, alone and many more.
  • Category: Unclassified
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Comments3

  • spilleronsheet

    Your feelings is shared
    I hope you find happiness again
    Oh my dear friend
    Don’t be sad
    Bloom like the flowers
    Watch the few drops
    Your maybe the sun for so many sunflowers around
    Don’t get disheartened
    Spring up again
    Even if it’s fall today
    Spring awaits you ….

    • Lauretta13

      Thank you so much for trying to cheer me up.

    • The BlackShakespeare

      Very touching and deep message.

    • Goldfinch60

      Emotive words Lauretta but I ma sure that those feelings will go and your live will become full of joy and love.

      Andy



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