I asked myself

spilleronsheet

I asked myself

At corner of my eyes

Why does tears roll of my mind

 

I asked myself

at the wretched smile

Why do I worry all time

 

I asked myself

At the broken strands of time

Why everyone moved

While I laid behind

 

I asked myself

Why so much sounds outside

While there is noise of insults running in my mind

 

I asked myself

At my tired mind

Why do you write poetry all time

You spend doing nothing about

but they forget 

it’s my feelings 

that roll over the sheet 

if not me 

at least my words can be free 

 

Well did I allow others to spit on me

 

I forgot in millions of cells in me

I am their only hero,that makes them survive

So for those,I can’t fade away

A superman can’t escape the way

Even if hopes gone

I will continue to fight

There is no point caring about nuisances all time

 

I asked myself

Why should I hold regrets upon

They say I don’t smile

I reply, unable to hold a fake smile anymore

That I had been carrying for a long while….

  • Author: spilleronsheet (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 6th, 2021 06:01
  • Category: Sad
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  • Caring dove

    An expressive writing , spiller ) it’s important to speak our truth and express our pain , and that’s your truth … you write poetry for yourself , I guess and if others like it then great .

    It feels helpful to me to write

    • spilleronsheet

      That’s true dear Rose
      For me poetry is my cure
      It’s medicine to my painful soul
      Thank you so much Rose
      Your words means a lot
      You have truly sensed my soul
      A soul feels happy to resonate with other soul

      • Caring dove

        Same here . It’s therapeutic In a way .., healing . I’m glad it helps you . I’ve had a difficult morning so far , could do with writing something actually . Take care )

        • spilleronsheet

          I can understand
          It’s difficult to express
          But if buried inside
          It’s more difficult to bear
          This is why it’s better to let go of them
          I know some may call it toxicity but how long one should ignore how they feel
          It’s injustice to oneself

        • Neville


          say it like it is .. anything else is self deception .. I like this a lot .. now learn to be kind to yourself .. you really do deserve it ................. x

          • spilleronsheet

            Shall try my best dear Neville.

          • orchidee

            A good write S.

          • Goldfinch60

            We must always be ourselves spilleronsheet.
            I have a philosophy of life "If you do not like the way I am, that is your problem, not mine!"

            Andy

            • spilleronsheet

              That’s a wonderful philosophy dear Andy
              Though I guess it will take a bit longer for me to follow that one

            • Vamsi Sudha

              Dear Spiller !! Smile everyday , that we are alive and able to lead a wonderful life given by Almighty !!
              Life is parcel of everything. Savor each phase of journey , but don't stay long on it !! No life is without turbulence, believe me. Its how we take it and move on in life. !!!
              A wonderful write as usual ! Really made my heart heavy.

              • spilleronsheet

                Your words encourage me
                It’s been long that I could bring a smile on me
                Finally a curve could come on my face
                Thank you dear friend

              • Rozina

                A very meaningful poem. Thank you.

                • spilleronsheet

                  Thanks so much dear Rozina for going through it and I am so thankful you liked it.



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