Stuck in unwanted overthinking

kitty the naughty poet

Have you ever felt yourself slipping from reality

your mind in a state of perpetual darkness,

immersed beneath a sea of words

refusing to part your lips

unable to express, well... anything...

 

I've got this darkness eating me alive

every thought over analysed...

all actions rehearsed in the mind

completely alone, yet well and truly surrounded

overthinking... over-killing myself...

 

Separated from reality by walls of our creation

constructed in long-forgotten phrases

remaining unspoken by our tight lips

leading pain down the path of internal agony,

without the ability to control our emotions…

 

Stuck, hiding from my demons

attempting to get up outa my feelings

hard to love when all you've known is heartache

possessed by my own personal devil,

starving me of everything.

 

creativity skulks behind a wall

confidence is being flayed alive

no-one tries to save the angel from its confines

I run from shame, from embarrassment,

don't ask me how I deal...

 

truth is, I don't... nothing works

drugs, alcohol... it's all the same

I'll never get closure

the devil whispers I'm never enough

he's been saying it so long I'm inclined to believe him….

 

  • Author: kitty the naughty poet (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 2nd, 2022 01:22
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • Goldfinch60

    But the devil is there to lie to you, dismiss him and look to the good life you would like it to be.

    Andy

  • A.D. Small

    This is very inspirational and very well written. Keep up the good work!

  • orchidee

    Does Kitty have the same problem? I will ask her when I see her next. Though I risk a swoon! lol.
    Though seriously - it can be tricky - going over and over same things, over-analysing. I agree with Goldfinch.
    Some things that may help, are saying:
    'There's no more that can be done about it.'
    'We can't anything more about it today' - or tonight - when we may be worrying about it.
    'Too much thinking does us no good' - sometimes true at least!

  • orchidee

    Meanwhile, I went to buy a kitty. They said - we got no cats in at present, but we got a feisty lass you could see, named Kitty. I've gone Kitty mad! lol.

  • dusk arising

    Your words are much akin to the dilemma which incarcerates my mind when i try to write poetry in the absence of my muse.

  • chriswylie2

    I appreciate your honesty in this poem. It resonates with me in that i have been imprisoned by my own thoughts and demons and believed the lies for most of my life. I also can now appreciate the truth of opening up to others with my story, to gain valuable perspective when i have none of my own… but it is also incredibly risky to be that vulnerable… thanks for sharing

  • spilleronsheet

    Thoughts resonated a bit before
    But year hooked over with so much to score
    Not left with a breathe to sigh
    I have been running all while
    Don’t let those thoughts stall you
    Wish you courage to fight the inner devil



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