déjà vu

kitty the naughty poet

I've seen your face before...
Corey, my son, my baby boy...
Sweetest lips, so tiny and soft,
a little button nose all cute and slender
your sparkling green eyes, deep with love
I have dreamt of you and your looks
since the day I found out you were to be ours.

With hair like mine and your dad's smile,
standing before me, I'm very proud
tell me though my dear sweet son,
is this reality?
Cos my mind has seen these scenes in the past
right before you drifted from sight
if this is a dream I wish not to wake
and if this is reality, I beg of you,
STAY...

But unfortunately,
the days and nights morph to déjà vu
my reality being the nightmare without you in it...
dreams are where we hold you tight
playing games with the whole family
until it comes back around...
you drift away and we have to bury you all over again...
I'm waking to a perpetual sadness
night after night...
day after day...
as my worst dreams turn reality
spiralling the déjà vu
to be witnessed once again.

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  • L. B. Mek

    your words brought tears to my eyes
    without an ounce of context
    and so
    shall it be, let it be;
    I shall mourn
    this cruel reality
    that birthed your poetry's woes
    and you, dear valiant Poet
    simply find a way
    to just be, let it be;
    at least
    we have our words and memories
    but soon, far
    too cruelly - soon
    that incessant
    harsh reality of Time, will come
    to thieve of us, even these
    cocoon escapes from life's hurts
    so let us find a way, shoulder-to-shoulder
    leaning a little more, on each other
    in those inevitable, dark tunnels
    of life
    accepting it all, and whispering
    Defiantly
    to each other:
    these too, shall Pass
    and our aches, will be harvested
    into fortitude, someday
    in our déjà vu future's
    so we can allow it all, to come at us
    and simply, wisely
    let it be...'

    • kitty the naughty poet

      I lost my son two years ago. Thank you for your kind word though I appreciate it

      • L. B. Mek

        yes, the writing alluded to that
        but I didn't want to voice it, in case
        on some rare chance - that wasn't the case..
        I'm so sorry for your loss, dear poet
        I lack the wisdom or words
        to offer you any comfort or solace,
        but still
        I laud your bravery
        I empathise with your pain
        and I cherish
        having been introduced to your writing,
        thank you! for choosing to share..
        and if you can, find a way - eventually
        to find acceptance and let it be,
        or else such grief
        can overwhelm a life and make casualty's
        of all that you still, hold dear..
        I'm so sorry, that all I have
        are these pitiful words,
        stay strong!

        • kitty the naughty poet

          I appreciate your kind words thank you 😊

        • orchidee

          Good write Katie, and poignant.
          Meanwhile - Kitty knows a bit of French - deja vu, etc.
          I wish I would shut up about her! lol.

          • kitty the naughty poet

            Lol she will be back soon enough lol give me a few days I'm still working on a good one lol

          • woundedheart

            Beauty personified in the recollections of times past love shared and a deeper affection being able to hold them close in your heart and dreams, 💞

          • Goldfinch60

            Such a wonderful emotive write katie.

            Andy

          • orchidee

            Hello Kitty - erm, Katie I mean.
            If it's the same person, I shall swoon! lol 🙂

            • kitty the naughty poet

              Lol tomorrow .. she will be back tomorrow hahaha I have a good one I think but I have done mine for today

            • Garth Rakumakoe

              A piercing piece hey... Very piercing. Thank you for sharing Katie. I don't know what else to say. It stays. It really does.



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