Before I push it away again

Poetic Dan

 I want to share my darkness and it won't be pleasant, in so many ways I become envoys..

To have a mother you want to spend time with and wants to spend it with you..

Love is each to their own and mine is not always easy to see, even more so when I get lost deep inside of me.

Please forgive my moods as I work on this pain, because losing you still sits on my brain.

To break this pattern of everyone's life is better if I just stay out the way

Yet with all my beating heart I want to relearn that, everything is OK!

This fear is actually in a safe place.

(My forfinya)

Her curves are perfect, enough to handle each of my waves

Her spirit is bright enough to harbour safely in stormy days

Her frolicking soul keeps dancing in the sun or the rain

That hindrances side I never wish to provide, never held against or waiting in vain

Nothing less than I wanted always giving more than I need, if words could bring her the world then I place mine in a row endlessly.

Knowing in each dimension this connection will always be, no matter the time or space that's thrown in between.

  • Author: Poetic Dan (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 15th, 2022 05:22
  • Comment from author about the poem: I've even shared this before going to open up to the wife, I guess so not as many tears create more guilt that she should not be happy. I have no shame in saying that is to write myself free, as I know many that suffer and we each contribute to our ripples of our final destination. Keep up the write.
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  • L. B. Mek

    'This fear is actually in a safe place.'
    (It's ok
    to not, be ok
    my friend)
    for we're all, subjected
    to those whims of recency bias..
    looking up
    at a wondrous sunshine
    while cursing
    our dampened trouser bottoms, from the puddles
    we couldn't bypass in our chaotic lives...
    so write free, proudly
    as few, if any
    take time to heed
    the side effects
    of those accrued bruises, we carry in our hopeful heart's...

    • Poetic Dan

      Your Words are like fresh air, as you hit so perfectly the emotional energy I have released in this my friend.
      Thank you
      Sincerely always

    • Crowns4Christ

      It's ok to be afraid, just don't let it take over your life Dan

      • Poetic Dan

        That is so true and it can do at times, until I write what's on my mind... the next day or so I'm back to fine..

        Really do appreciate your time
        Keep up the write

      • Goldfinch60

        You have come such a long way Dan, your wonderful life is becoming part of you now, yes there are memories that will never go but always look forward into the new life you are creating.

        Andy

        • Poetic Dan

          It's like a yoyo my friend and I couldn't go back even if I wanted too.

          Thank you as ever for your support



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