I don’t know which way to go
I find my self thinking
But still I remain alone
Trying to constipate on how my life will go
I lay here
Lost and alone
Most days I try to figure it out
And some days I find it hard to sleep At night
Reminiscing of the past
I try to figure out where I’m at
Most days I want to be a good dad
And some days I wish I never had
Never had made some of the choices I did
Never spoke the way I spoke
Never looked the way I do
But still I strive to stand strong
And keep walking miles in my shoes
Most days I wish I was dead
So lost and alone
Some days I have no purpose
Lost and confused
But yet I still lay here
Unsure what to do
As I inhale deeply
And exhale softly
I still lay here exhausted
Crying out for help on the inside
It feels like I’m choking
If I stay here
Mentally I’ll be broken
Lost and alone
I think my soul has spoken
But if this is my reality
Yeah it’s meant for me to be permanently broken
Cold and alone
My heart has chosen
So don’t let this be my reality
Cause my path has been chosen
- Author: K.pugh (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: March 31st, 2022 02:30
- Category: Unclassified
- Views: 29
Comments6
deep piece
Thank you
those meditative, truism's
that eek out of us, under moonlight's
incessant gaze
in that tiger hour of introspective, questing
to find
that, best of us
we can excavate, only
from within, us..
a great read, dear poet
stay questing, under humility's guide
stay strong!
You have the ability to overcome those daunting thoughts and emotions. We all struggle in life but always fix your gaze on the light. An amazing and vulnerable poem.
LIfe won't change much unless you give it something of yourself.
Join a class learning anything, it will put you in a diffent thought space. You'll be surprised by the subtle influences it will introduce to you and encourage you. Just so long as you don't have bad habits or lazyness dragging you down.
Well penned, wholehearted & loved the closing lines! Dahlia
A well written deep poem. I think life is what you make it, you just have to get out of that hole. And I'm not implying it's easy at all, cuz it's not. But great job on this, thanks for sharing!
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