My time has come

Bellbell_060609

I don't understand the point in living a long life

Let's be honest most poeples end with a knife

I mean at my age everyone is just poping pills

Just so that they can feel the thrill

Loads of people are to scared to end it

So they cut themselves bit by bit

Your parents say that therapy will fix you

But let's be honest we all know it's not true

It's just so that they can stall for time

But we're just waiting for the clock to chime

No one wants to leave their friends behind

Coz all this time they've been so kind

The quicker its done

The quicker people can move on

To be honest I don't think I would even be missed

All the memories of me wil be dismissed

If I asked I would probably be assisted

It would be like I never existed

So why do I always make the decission to stay

Like if I try hard enough I will be okay

So maybe I should give in

And let them all win

I will leave with a smile on my face

Hopefully I will go to a better place.

  • Author: Bellbell (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 17th, 2023 11:11
  • Comment from author about the poem: Contemplating Suicde.
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 11
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Comments3

  • Reese Bailey

    Relatable....

  • LIZ

    I hope you stay! F*%$# everyone else. Yes, easier said than done, but trust me, the world wouldn't be the same without you! There's only one of you!

  • Bobby O

    That is really great. Written like you’ve been at it for 20 years. Excellent phrasing nice chyme scheme some dramatic tension and an ending one could take as hope for next. I really liked hit. Hope you follow the link I offered as it covers how I think about relationships. You Go Girl!!

    • Bellbell_060609

      Thank you so much. To be hones I wasn't sure if I was any good. I just wanted to put my feelings out there.

      • Bobby O

        Keep on keeping on. If you like Hip Hop I also posted a piece that speaks to how Jazz and Hip Hop are intertwined. It’s actually a video presentation
        THELONIOUS REBORN AS THE
        Dee Oh Double G
        I’d be honored if you were to give it a look.
        Many many props yo you



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