Once again the ghosts of my past haunt me,
when will I break the curse, when will I be free,
the trauma I try to forget keeps coming back,
Even though I’ve left it behind, what do I lack,
I don’t understand how I can still feel broken inside,
damaged beyond repair, looking for a safe place to hide?
will I never be free from the demons of my mind,
I yearn to be free and leave them behind,
I believe in the Lord and trust in His word?
I know He is protecting this delicate little bird,
I feel Him surrounding me with His perfect love,
but why do I still feel abandoned from above,
I know it’s satan putting this stuff in my head,
i feel like I can barely breathe and my feet are made of lead,
Lord save me from these thoughts and feeling like I do,
God I’m on my knees and I need you!
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Offline) - Published: August 24th, 2024 18:27
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Comments4
A cry for help in this poem. I can hear the anguish.
😢😢😢
I am so lucky Melissa in that if I have any troubles I can put them in a box in my mind, lock them away and move on. I would like to think that you could find a box to put those ghosts of the past in.
Andy
I wish it were that easy, but they keep haunting me, I can lock them away for a while but they still come
It would be humorous if it was just the 'ghosts' of your past, of - you know them - keys, pies, hats, etc!
It's that old 'black dog' not worthy of a capital 'S'. Not that I've anything against real black dogs!
He knows that is the only thing that gets me down , but it will never lead me away from God, ever
(Sigh) I been there. You have my empathy. Remember Jesus had it worse.
Keep praying.
Keep persevering.
Persistence is key.
I know, and you know the demons that haunt me too, I will always remember that Jesus has me
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