~> It's Not Easy, -Sonnet-

It's not easy, to pretend I don't care.

For when you left my whole world fell apart.

Each night in my dreams I still see you there.

Always you shall hold a piece of my heart.

                         `*`

It's not easy, babe living without you.

But on the outside folks all see me smile.

Friends think I'm happy but it's not true.

It is a facade to front my denial.

                         `*`

It's not easy, it is hard to pretend.

I still long for you each and everyday.

There's no escape this pain will never end.

There is no joy in this charade I play.

                         `*`

It's not easy, and it shan't ever be.

I pray one day that you'll come back to me.~

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