I am currently not going to be on for a while.
I wake up and I get ready for school
I put on the makeup so no one sees the scars
Not only on me but within me
I seem happy in school
Laughing, talking with my friends
But in reality I really am not that happy
I put my friends first
Its always friends and family, plus loved ones first
Then those I don't like
You have a tough day at school
Tough day at home
Tough day in general
And you just collapse in bed
You fall and cry
And hopes that no one will find
Find you
Just hope that they will leave you alone too
And the mascara is dripping down your face
The eyeliner in smeared
The stains on your pillow
Don't disappear
If a girl laughs too much even at little things
She is probably very lonely inside
You dont know what's going on
So let it be
If a girl ask you to leave her alone
She probably needs you most at that time
So don't get mad
Just try to be there
As the days go by
More and more people most likely are to commit
You don't know what's going on
If you think a our life is easy, you are wrong
Responsibilities, stress,family problems, no true friends, studies, dreams that are to be or not already broken,society, alone, tension, fear of failure, getting told your ugly, and a curse, depression, but still fighting for dreams.
Pain doesn't destroy you
It creates a heartless version of you
As the days go by you hurt yourself more and more
And what is it worth
You are NOT worth it
You don't do deserve what you have
I think every single day
If I was a boy what would happen
Would I finally be seen
Or would I get pushed down again
If I was a boy would the sexism stop at school for me
Or would it get worse
If I was a boy would people actually like me
Or would they hate me
As the days go by
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Author:
Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: Not just saying this because I'm a girl but bc there are a lot of women out there struggling and its painful to see and watch. Guys go through things like us too.
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Comments4
as life can be hard sometimes is important to note that part of what your fealing could be your fault every day when you wake up its a good day you are choosing to put your friends before you and not your self sometimes the best thing to do is to put yourself and if they get mad they are not your friends and your gonna have to accept that fact that some people only care about themselves as you know who I'm talking about if someone throws all there problems at you then there not friends just using you
A poem of sadness and suffering feeling isolated and put down by others and oneself. Existentially dark and gender does not matter.
Yea thanks for reading!
yeah this is buns
yep just like everything else I do
my friend put that sorry
the answer is no we don't it only lets you send 100 messages a day sorry night Lillie see you tommorow we talk more ok
Ok
wait I love you sweety
I love you too. 1 month from how about tomorrow?
no no I don't wanna go on a break no if you fall for Clayton no not gonna happen no please no
What happened to just friends? Cuz I can do that, and I wont fall for him.
fine but no dating other people ok I trust you honey I love you the month starts tommorow now lets make some rules we cant talk about are relationship we cant call each other names and we can maybe say love you every once in a while deal love you
Soooo no dating others?
love you morning
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