The Voices Have Gone

The Voices Have Gone.

I feel funny today I think the demons have gone away.

I should feel happy, it should feel like it is a good day.

In my head I’m still searching for them, I want to play.

I miss it when I cannot hear what the voices have to say.

For years they have been the only company I have had.

Though most of the time they drive me completely mad.

I get worried when I do not hear them for a little while.

They are the things that remind me that I am still alive.

Should be celebrating that I have some peace in my head.

Yet, I am feeling a little anxious and very stressed instead.

I feel I have been left and forgotten by a truly dear friend.

I find I am wanting the voices to come to me back again.

Will I be able cope if the voices decide never to come back.

Will my crazy mind be able to cope with the peace of that.

Without them there is a deafening silence  filling my home.

If they are not here, then i am completely alone on my own

Nataiella .