The urge

The urge I have within me is to pack up and go,

lately my life has been a complete horror show ,

depressed, anxious and feeling down ,

if things doesn’t change it feels like I might drown ,

I know it’s for a short time , but can’t help but wonder ,

will I come back up or delve farther under ,

I have an urge building within ,

that I must control - lest I follow the lead of every other human,

I find myself wondering if there is any help for me ,

will I ever be on top ? Will I ever break free ?