Random

Living most of my days in depression,

That's my lifes deep obsession.

My mind gets covered by a black cloud,

All I can hear is my heart beating so loud.

So many thoughts go through my mind,

Sometimes I can be so evil but then so kind.

Some people like me and some people don't,

But am I going to let that bother me; no I won't.

Random thoughts and one random feeling,

Only to myself I thought about killing.

I know I can't do that because it's a sin,

I have to obey the commandments; all ten.

Wish I could sleep wish I could snore,

Can't handle all the restless nights no more.

Being random by choice,

Is better than listening to the little voice.