FAST LOVING Poem, by CJ Tones, at My poetic side

I’m in thinking mode again

Do I us my brain in vein?

I can’t make up my mind

If I keep exploring I might find

What I’m looking for or what I need

Lies in places where the sun don’t shine

But at least I can say its mine

For how long, for the time being

For how long, until it has no meaning.

So why do I stress myself?

Why must I second guess myself?

When I know it has no meaning

Am I starting to get the feeling?

Have I lost control of the situation?

Have I let my feelings grow?

Have I been brainwashed?

I only have myself to blame, filling my head & thoughts with dirty fantasies.

Pleasures that make me go against my morals.

That make my mind ache, but only after it’s been done.

When I do it I enjoy it, only if I let down my barriers.

Should I let down my guard and let you in?

But it’s wrong, this feeling

It’s wrong this needing

Is pleasure really the key?

Fast loving, the way it should really be?

Comments +

Cheeky Missy January 4th, 2011 21:58
Never been there, so I tread with trepidation in commenting.......it is passionate in it's very name:"fast loving". And then when the last line is the question of whether it is the way it really should be, don't your morals answer in the negative?

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