Demons Inside

Demons inside, trying to drag me below

Down into hell so sadistic and slow

Demons inside, trying to drag me below

Disguise in their eyes something I would know

 

Lower I go, dragging down so deep

Lying in snow, it’s a sulfurous sleep

No more control, stitched right in my soul

Shot in the head, an invisible hole

Hole in my mind and heat in my heart

 Fire burning and churning an abstract art

The more I dwell is the more that I sell

Time turns twice and I can tell I’m in hell

 

Demons inside, trying to drag me below

Down into hell so sadistic and slow

Demons inside, trying to drag me below

Disguise in their eyes something I would know

 

Command me demand me to do the deeds you need

Whisper what you want in my ears till they bleed

Bleed me out so I won’t have to feel the pain you’ve inflicted

Guilty conscious in my dreams and I’m getting quite addicted

Scream into my ears and let my fears be known to you

It’s harder for you to cut into me when my skin is bamboo

Only I can sin with a grin on my face feeling no disgrace

My eyes read insanity and my expression won’t erase

Spit your words out at me, let’s see your plans unfurled

Then let’s finish these missions and finally fuck the world

Shadow yourself in the corner with shadows and cry

No need to ask why I’ll just pass you by

Lie to me, no love it’s all just games, no names

I just want to be the one to set the world in flames

Watch it burn and turn my cheek, no sorrow

Never again will I have another tomorrow

 

2^nd Timothy 2:25 In humility correcting those who are in opposition, if God perhaps will grant them repentance’ so that they may know the truth. 2^nd Timothy 2:26 and that they may come to their senses and escape the snare of the devil, having been taken captive by him to do his will.

 

I pray to God and hope my insanity will finally burn out

It’s been burning for a while since the last hope drought

Last minute prayers I just hope that I’m not too late

Whatever God decides, I’ll have to accept my fate

I only wish I could believe and receive what I feel is true

And banish the demons and monster I’ve turned into

Maybe even learn to love myself and not my shell

One day break out and escape my damnation to hell

 

I hope to never relapse, retrace or react again

2^nd Timothy 4:22 The lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit. Grace be with you. Amen