Emi

Alone

Where is the glimmer in your eyes?

Was the loyal, caring you only a disguise?

I can still hear the echoes of our laughter

But I only see the melancholy that came after

 

What I am supposed to believe?

Was your design always only to deceive?

Have your “I love you”s always been so empty?

I miss the times that appeared so carefree

 

You used to call every single day

Did you see me as only another victim to prey?

I saw you as someone to love and love me

Are you happy now to be set free?

 

I desperately, frantically tried to forget

My heartbroken solo hitherto was our joyous duet

But my task was hopelessly unattainable

Is there any way to make our separation explainable?

 

Of course you’re quite happy – you’ve moved on

Do you even notice or care that I’m gone?

I think about it every day, I promise you

When is it my time to finally pull through?

 

When will I be able to throw away these memories?

Forgetting love certainly isn’t my expertise

Tell me now, how do you recover from a farewell?

You seem to have achieved it quite well

 

As I sat down to watch the nighttime stars

As I tried to heal my heart’s new scars

I felt a single tear fall down my face

Your love for me, was it misplaced?

 

Or did it never exist at all?

Did you only bring me up so that I could fall?

For certainly I have fallen from my throne

And now I’m utterly and entirely

Alone

 

Comments5

  • meigh

    you really have a gift.good job

    • Emi

      Aww thank you so much!! You really have one too - I absolutely love your poetry! :)

      • meigh

        if you get a chance try reading Not Forgotten.I think you really like it.God Bless

      • broken_dreams23

        I love it! (: you're really great!

        • Emi

          Aww thank you so much!! :) It means a lot to me. :)

          • broken_dreams23

            no problem (: keep it up!

          • gen

            That was really good! You are talented!

            • Emi

              Awww thank you so much!!! :)

              • gen

                your welcome. your really good!!!! :) :P

              • Alexandre Landsley

                That was awsome!!! really good write

                • Emi

                  Awww thank you so much!!! :)

                • Anna

                  Oh God, the ending, and the emphases on ALONE was so effective! Gosh, if I spent the rest of my life reading your poems, I would be so dang happy!!
                  And again, on a more personal note; because of everything that`s going on with my friends, this poem really describes what I feel (although my side is about friendship).

                  • Emi

                    Haha thanks. :) You had better write more poetry too!! And hopefully you won't be alone for long....



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