When I do finally decide to end my life,
I probably won't use a sharp knife.
You never pay attention to my frown,
So don't pay attention when I finally drown...
Don't try to find someone to blame,
Because it was never meant to be a game.
I would've done it because I wanted to,
I've tried so hard to forget all that I've been through.
It's gotten to the point,
Where I don't know what else to do.
I'm sorry if my death brings you pain,
But everyone knows I'm not very sane.
I've been broken for years,
And I've actually run out of tears.
I've been bringing so much smoke into my lungs,
So now my whole body feels numb.
I'm sorry if I ever said,
"I love you,"
Even though it was absolutely true,
Because, soon, I'll be gone...
I'm tired of living this nightmare,
Where my life is no longer fair.
It'll be okay, you'll see,
I'm just better off being free.
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Author:
Mads (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This is kind of an old poem. But it's just how I truly felt at the time.
- Category: Sad
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I'm sorry Mads. I'm sorry you had to feel such things, think such thoughts. If you can survive those feelings you can survive anything.
Thanks for sharing your feelings with me.
THANK GOD FOR THAT ANGEL ! When i first read it ~ I thought you were going to end it today. Now I know it was the OLD YOU ! Love the picture (your Boy Friend is so cute !)-and you are so so SASSY in your videos ~ that I am praying you will live for ever ! The OLD MADS has gone and the NEW ANGEL has come ~ LOVE YOU LOTS BRIAN XOX
lol that's my best friend/my little brother! But thank you for watching the videos!
Thanks for that ANGEL ~ you are soso natural and innocent with each other`I shaould have known he was your Brother. You have an awesome relationship which comes acrossinthe videos. You rae both so so lucky to have each other at this point in time ~ no friend is closer than a BROTHER or a SISTER ~ Love as always BRIAN
Love it Mads, life is full of crap. We just need to take our handy dandy pooper scooper whole that crap and move on
That just made me laugh thank you so much!
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