Worthless

mummyb

There was a time when I would feel

confident and free

now that's no longer real

theres a different side of me 

 

now I have a different life 

not the same as before

now I'm a mum and wife

my dreams went out the door 

 

From start to finish every day

im as busy as can be 

although I look like I'm okay

it's been a while since I've been happy

 

i don't feel like me now

i don't feel loved anymore 

and I don't know how 

to pick myself up off the floor

 

Now he Dosent notice me

he Dosent see my pain

He's so selfish he Dosent see

my exhaustion is his gain 

 

All the tantrums I put up with

all the long and lonely nights 

All the love that I give

that is returned with fights 

 

the shopping trips that turn to hell

the screaming at bed time 

and he Dosent see that well,

the struggle is all mine 

 

No one sees it now 

but I must confess 

nows the Time to tell him how

to him I feel worthless

  • Author: mummyb (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 1st, 2016 16:19
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  • avigail

    i send you healing energies 🙂
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    avigail

  • Tony36

    Hugs

  • BRIAN & ANGELA

    WELCOME MUMMY B ~ Thanks for a very poignant and angst filled first poem. The last word WORTHLESS suggests there is somebody out there who does not appreciate you. Being single I only have my MUM as a n example but i know just how hard she worked for us all and my Dad called he a priceless RUBY ! You are not worthless MUMMYB you are a precious GEM fashioned by GOD to be a perfect MUMMY ! To be a perfect MUM & WIFE you have (willingly) sacrificed your freedom but HE (it makes me ashamed to be a Man) has destroyed your confidence your dreams and your joy. What a MONSTER ~ He fails to see the burden you bear ~ dealing with a new born 24/7 ~ exhausted ~ unloved ~ unnoticed ~ bearing the burden and struggling alone' I'm thinking of you and praying for you 24/7. This is a nice site and people support each other Yours BRIAN (UK)'

  • LIGHT WARRIOR

    HUN,,this hit home for me.,I've been there and have written a lot of stuff like ypthis,,U R NOT WORTHLESS..IT'S NOT ABOUT HIM AT ALL..ALTHOUGH IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DOME, U MUST GET AWAY FROM HIM,,THERE ARE A THOUSAND GUYS OUT THERE WHO WILL RESPECT YOU FOR YOUR LOVING WAYS,,LIFE IS NOT A GAME TO PLAY NOR IS THERE TIME TO GO IN CIRCLES WITH A DARK ENTITY WHO WAS SENT TO DESTROY U..,JUST DO IT,,,KICK THAT PIECE OF SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!

  • LIGHT WARRIOR

    HUN,,this hit home for me.,I've been there and have written a lot of stuff like ypthis,,U R NOT WORTHLESS..IT'S NOT ABOUT HIM AT ALL..ALTHOUGH IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DOME, U MUST GET AWAY FROM HIM,,THERE ARE A THOUSAND GUYS OUT THERE WHO WILL RESPECT YOU FOR YOUR LOVING WAYS,,LIFE IS NOT A GAME TO PLAY NOR IS THERE TIME TO GO IN CIRCLES WITH A DARK ENTITY WHO WAS SENT TO DESTROY U..,JUST DO IT,,,KICK THAT PIECE OF SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!



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