There was a time when I would feel
confident and free
now that's no longer real
theres a different side of me
now I have a different life
not the same as before
now I'm a mum and wife
my dreams went out the door
From start to finish every day
im as busy as can be
although I look like I'm okay
it's been a while since I've been happy
i don't feel like me now
i don't feel loved anymore
and I don't know how
to pick myself up off the floor
Now he Dosent notice me
he Dosent see my pain
He's so selfish he Dosent see
my exhaustion is his gain
All the tantrums I put up with
all the long and lonely nights
All the love that I give
that is returned with fights
the shopping trips that turn to hell
the screaming at bed time
and he Dosent see that well,
the struggle is all mine
No one sees it now
but I must confess
nows the Time to tell him how
to him I feel worthless
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WELCOME MUMMY B ~ Thanks for a very poignant and angst filled first poem. The last word WORTHLESS suggests there is somebody out there who does not appreciate you. Being single I only have my MUM as a n example but i know just how hard she worked for us all and my Dad called he a priceless RUBY ! You are not worthless MUMMYB you are a precious GEM fashioned by GOD to be a perfect MUMMY ! To be a perfect MUM & WIFE you have (willingly) sacrificed your freedom but HE (it makes me ashamed to be a Man) has destroyed your confidence your dreams and your joy. What a MONSTER ~ He fails to see the burden you bear ~ dealing with a new born 24/7 ~ exhausted ~ unloved ~ unnoticed ~ bearing the burden and struggling alone' I'm thinking of you and praying for you 24/7. This is a nice site and people support each other Yours BRIAN (UK)'
HUN,,this hit home for me.,I've been there and have written a lot of stuff like ypthis,,U R NOT WORTHLESS..IT'S NOT ABOUT HIM AT ALL..ALTHOUGH IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DOME, U MUST GET AWAY FROM HIM,,THERE ARE A THOUSAND GUYS OUT THERE WHO WILL RESPECT YOU FOR YOUR LOVING WAYS,,LIFE IS NOT A GAME TO PLAY NOR IS THERE TIME TO GO IN CIRCLES WITH A DARK ENTITY WHO WAS SENT TO DESTROY U..,JUST DO IT,,,KICK THAT PIECE OF SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!
HUN,,this hit home for me.,I've been there and have written a lot of stuff like ypthis,,U R NOT WORTHLESS..IT'S NOT ABOUT HIM AT ALL..ALTHOUGH IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DOME, U MUST GET AWAY FROM HIM,,THERE ARE A THOUSAND GUYS OUT THERE WHO WILL RESPECT YOU FOR YOUR LOVING WAYS,,LIFE IS NOT A GAME TO PLAY NOR IS THERE TIME TO GO IN CIRCLES WITH A DARK ENTITY WHO WAS SENT TO DESTROY U..,JUST DO IT,,,KICK THAT PIECE OF SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!
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