It's a lonely walk
This life
I try so hard
not to come off
as passionate ..
AND UNAFRAID TO BE vulnerable
because I know it scares people,
I try so hard
to focus...
ON THE FUN lover IN ME
because I celibate in
such a charismatic way
But thoughtlessly and effortlessly
it's a vicious cycle
I fucking feel so deeply and I can handle it
it's you who suffers my affliction
And yes I love sex and I feel pain and I'm selfish
be honest
sublime
come and get it... fuck me
Crazy? How's that not healthy?
I need so damn much money it's nothing less than serious so badly ... I hate money?
Times worse by far, it's my best friend ...
Is it okay to truly want so much the flavor fills my mouth, truly want the stereotype little girl dream, is it okay that I just want my perfect wife, my dallhouse, and white picket fence. Are you sure liar? Your words said yes, your actions keep saying no.
YO FUCK YOU WORLD, I'M IMMATURE
your the one's who give up on dreaming before teenhood, your week.
Yes, break me... you deserve it...
This is why we can't have nice things...
I hate you for it, please come make me
He kisses her, I die out loud, it's inappropriate,
you did it even though you love me,
Your afraid, you died inside ... you where so strong, I'm so week
Your all Ray Charles
Believe, I do... dive, I will
How hard can I crash? Am I still alive
every moment, no...
I'm buried in my burning looking instead into a screen ... typing this
Love you,
Love me
Love love
It's a lonely walk,
are you a tragedy like me?
Dance!
Would you say yes when you mean no
WHEN YOU KNOW BETTER THAN MOST CAN conceive JUST HOW PERMANENT THE DAMAGE WILL BE...
is it hard because it's soft or because it's easy?
do you struggle to find and intellectual equal like I do?
Live young wild and free
Be yourself, how... who...
It's not my first Rodeo, I don't know how, I've done it a million times.
I need a clean getaway!
I know the strangers in my bed but who am I, I'm okay, I'm just the villain.
I can make it on my own, please don't hold my hand, it's a lonely walk ...
Without you I'm a torn puzzle, but where are you? Who are you?
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Author:
The Rabbit Hole (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: November 1st, 2016 01:22
- Category: Reflection
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Comments5
Um thanx, I guess ... I'm not sure this is really poetry what I'm doing, but I don't really know how else to categorize it. I'm just thinking out loud, only instead of spilling words through my mouth, I spill through my pen, then type them here. There's no rhyme, or rhythm, or stanzas, or structure of any kind but I feel better when I've written it. It gives me a good emotion, one I've yet to find a name for, to read that others appropriate it in some way or another.
Awesome, Awesome, Awesome
Well thank you all.
I'm conflicted with the one publication per day rule, on one hand I fully understand it and have great appreciation for it's reason, yet in my other hand I'm left conflicted with wondering if I'm some kind of writer now, because I opened up a flood gate and I can't stop writing now, I've so many writings backing up now, yet I feel that surly I cannot be a good writer, I'm untrained (outside the limitations of basic schooling) and I've never really written before and how conceited must it be for me to feel like a writer, but apparently some people here seem to like what I do, meanwhile I'm not even sure what to call my work. Anyways I'm rambling when I only mean to say thank you.
Lyrical and poetically quirky. So many want their stereotype spouse the way u say in interesting way but don't find it. I tink your poem is sensational .
Pls do comment out my latest poem too. I'm a new poet here but have been writing poetry since years and readers enjoyed it elsewhere or got sth from it until I found this site and wish to make new poem pals.
nic
November 3rd, 2016 06:57
// how a developer interprets the phrase comment out
/* No code on a single line following a double forward slash will be processed, and no multiple lines of code will be processed when proceeded by a forward slash immediately followed by an asterix and then at the end of the block of code you want 'commented out' is followed by the exact same but in reverse order ... I am a developer by trade, lol */
also I'll not delete any comments that are honest and non-hate breading ... to me, this is a secret space, meant for free speech.
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