I can't pull myself out of the wreckage,
There is damage that can't repair.
Forever I have been stuck alone and left in despair.
Death comes and hands me an invite,
All the fight I had in me is fading fast.
My brain's stuck on rewind and fast forward so I see a horrible future and my traumatic past.
The voices came back into clear view,
They tell me "nobody cares about you".
They're ripping me inside out until my face turns a cold shade of blue.
Everything seems meaningless,
What do I have left to lose?
I want to live and die so I am stuck on which one to choose.
Life has never been that kind,
Had bad luck since I was born.
It's not easy living in pain like you're walking on thorns.
I am giving up,
I can't push through.
There's only one thing left that comes to mind for me to do.
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Author:
Felicity Jones (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: December 26th, 2016 07:01
- Category: Sad
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Comments3
YES AMBER ~ It is a very sad poem ~ BUT ~ is that really how you feel ? You know I value you ~ as a person ~ and lots of other MPS Members do too ~ You are part of our Family ! I have written a FUSION about NY REVOLUTIONS and my one for you is "I WILL SURVIVE" ~ please prove me true ! 2017 is the Year of OPPORTUNITY (it adds up to 10 ! 2 + 1 + 7 = 10) so please stay with us and posy some more cathartic poems ~ We all love you ~ HUGS for 2017 ~ BRIAN
Thank you so much, that really made me smile.
Great and wonderfully expensive write
A very very sad poem. Thinking of you, Hope you'll stay safe. There's a lot of people on MPS that have felt similiar to how you feel. Hopefully you'll stay with us and write more. Thanks for sharing!
I am fine, it's just an old write. I do have my days still, but I am strong enough to keep alive. Most of my poems tell my story wether it's past or present.
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