- A playlist of some of the best pop punk songs ever written
- A rusty promise ring, which I still wear. Even though the promise was broken- the beauty wasn’t. Or maybe part of me still hopes that when we said “One day”, that that day is still coming
- An image of every future lover I have holding someone else while they text me goodnight.
- The realization that even though someone can say I’m more than enough- I may never really be sufficient.
- The habit of calling everyone “dude”, and the love for baby cacti.
- The comprehension of “Love yourself before you love anyone else” because through you I realized 1+1=2, and in a relationship you can’t cheat that by adding ½ to 3/2, We both need to be whole, and love is about balance.
- The idea that people aren’t medicine.
- The idea that people aren't happiness.
- The knowledge that if someone hurts you bad enough you have to write about it- they’re not worth sharing your poetry with.
- The conclusion that I'm as replaceable as a pair of socks. And that when you said I wasn't you were blatantly lying.
- Wondering if every other person in my life is lying too...because if the one who meant the most could steer from the truth what’s stopping everyone else?
- Paranoia, lots of paranoia
- An abundance of paintings of sad girls
- Insight to all of my weaknesses, yes the ones you claimed to love so much, now I see why
- 326 photos on my phone that I still haven’t brought myself to deleting
- Hatred for my favorite song because now it just seems to sing your name
- The inability to sleep, because my dreams only replay the ones we made together
- The inability to count past 18 because 18 was the day the axis of my world flipped.. 18 texts I sent out of anger and confusion and sadness. 18 songs I wrote for you now ripped up and lost. 18 letters I wrote for you everyday before I knew what happened on the 18th day. 18 sleeps that month before you decided to sleep with someone else.
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February 10th, 2017 17:51
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Thanks for being my FRIEND ~ TRINITY and thanks for such a comprehensive an poignant list ~ 18 shades of betrayal ! If its any consolation ~ men have lists like that too when we are betrayed ~ Thinking of you ~ If you ever need a Friend I'm sailing close behind ~ like a Bridge over Troubled Water ~ I will ease your mind ~ Yours BRIAN (UK)
thank you, I appreciate the Simon and Garfunkel reference!
Enjoyed reading this and can relate after betrayal.
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