I honestly don’t know
About anything anymore
I hear everyone’s opinions
Thoughts
Saying…
Don’t go back to him
You deserve so much better
You have a wonderful guy that will do everything and anything for you
A man that understands you
Excepts you for you
Respects you
Why would you want to leave that?
I think to myself
I don’t know
But
The other man is like a drug
So strong
That I always want to go back for more
That I can’t let go
I can’t stop thinking about it
He is my best friend
Someone I connect deeply with
Someone that makes me laugh and smile
That I think I love with all my heart
But
We fight
We argue
We yell
We scream
Non stop
It never ends with the arguing
Sometimes I would cry myself to sleep since it was so bad
But
After the arguing was done
Over
We would go back to loving one another like nothing ever happened…
Now that we are apart…
I understand him more
I know what makes him tick
Know how to communicate with him
But
The drug is so strong
And pulls me to go back
But why?
Why would I ruin the “perfect” relationship I have with the man I am with now
For…
An ex relationship full of fights
Anger
But
Lust
Love
Passion
Understanding
My heart is torn not knowing what to do
Where to go
I can’t make up my mind
I don’t understand why it is so hard
Can anyone
Give me insight as to why
I love this drug so much.
Why I can’t let go
Why I can’t break free
Or
Is it the fact that?
I am meant to be with this drug, the addiction, the thrill?
Help me…
Understand…
Please…
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Comments5
Well written and expressed Great write
Thank you very much.
Welcome
this is a really nice poem. hope you continue to write.
Thank you very much, it means a lot to me.
No problem
Wonderful write!
Thank you!
Do whatever your heart wants. Let your brain AND heart chose. Let your institution help. We won't pick for you. Who do you want to be with forever. Who do you think will be a great father and not just a hook up. Chose for yourself. We can't chose your path for YOUR life. Who do you love? Who will be a great husband? Who will be a amazing father? Fighting is good. It means you have a healthy relationship. Though chose what you want. Though most importantly who do you love? Who do you want to be with? Who do you think will be a good influence? Do you think your children (if you would have any) would look up to him? Though if you do break up with the one you're with right now. Dont go with the guy right away. That's not right. Though I think you want to be with the drug because you love him. You guys know each other and how to communicate. If one of them hurts you physically don't be with them. No women needs that. Though I'm not good with relationships or anything because I'm only 14 so I don't got enough...insight. I hope you pick the guy you want. This poem is beautiful. I love it. Though one more thing. Whomever keeps on telling you that you should by with the guy that you have a "perfect" relationship with needs to stop because it's your life not there's. Sorry that I wrote a lot.
Thank you very much for the wonderful insight. It really helps me a lot. No mater what age you are you can give wonderful advice.
You're welcome.
Many relationships can be boisterous to say the least. It is up to you to determine if you want a safe and maybe boring life or one filled with the excitement of the unknown. Good write.
You make a great point, thank you very much.
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