second guessing

Alexia Bishop

I always second guessed

My emotions

My heart

My friends

My family

And my love

I never wanted to fall

From another hand

Or my own

So i locked

The door and closed the windows

The door covered in spikes

Just like my heart and trust

I wish i could trust

And love like i use too

But i miss

The people i trust

The ones i loved

They changed

The things they face i don’t

Even recognize them

No more

They changed

So have i

For the better

I learn to love

For the strangers that i never met

  • Author: Alexia Bishop (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 9th, 2017 13:20
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • SorrowfullyHappy

    if you need someone you can trust then i hope i can help I've never really had friends so i hope i can help if you need it

    • Alexia Bishop

      awe thanks..iv'e never been good at making friends because iv'e never been good enough for people..i'm the black sheep of the family. the schools iv'e gone to is where i have been bullied and iv'e been passed down to family member to family member...my aunt said i was anti- social and im not anti-social am not it's just every time i try to communicate i say the wrong things and the only time i say something in my poetry and try to show it to my family they try to say it's too sad and try to make me change everything...my style ...feelings...poetry..sports...it's gotten to the point where they just don't care about how i feel and they just wanna change me. iv'e only had one friend and she's been my best friend since pre-k and now i hardly know her and i miss her. everything is just a mess..my feelings are over the place and the only way i blow steam is threw my poetry and its a big help when people compliment on it instead of change it like how my family does.

      • Alexia Bishop

        it's a long way of saying thank you lol

      • Goldfinch60

        Good write. People do change but there are good people out there who you will meet in your life.



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