I can feel

I can feel myself drifting away

Getting further everyday

The spark that's inside

Is getting harder to find

I'm disappearing again

Collapsing from within

Like I'm spiraling down this drain

It feels like I'm going insane 

I can feel myself pushing away

Searching for an escape

There's none that I can see

No hope to be free

Cold fingers wrap around my heart

Tearing me apart

I can feel them pulling me under

As my ears fill with thunder

The screams, through me they rip

But never make it through my lips

I can feel it taking over

This need to not be sober

I can feel the dark closing in

I can feel it ready to begin

Ready to take me away

Ready to end it today

It won't let me forget

The pain and regret 

I can feel the end is near

I can feel it end right here