i dont feel like myself
it feels like something is controlling me in the dark
my eyes fill with darkness, move uncontrollably
my heart fills with pain
and my body fills with a cold touch but yet so warm
the room has never been more pitch black
my eyes felt like they were seeing the inside and into my brain
my hands shaky
one minute the room is so cold its like ice
the next its like the fire from hell
my eyes as sleepy as can be but cant sleep
the fear, the frights are so strong
the worry, the ignorance piling up
almost to much for me to handle
but i cant handle anything if i dont have hands
my muscles ache and my head is hot
its almost impossible to put up a fight
a fight against the darkness that is haunting me
against the darkness that is filling my body with darkness
as im so so scared
i am also fearless
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- Comment from author about the poem: in my last post i wrote that i have lost my right to write about what i love most...this is an example of what i have been told to stop writing about. i wrote this poem in maybe april or may of 2016
- Category: Gothic
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Wow. What better words could describe? You are an amazing poet.
thank you my family doesnt support my dream of being a poet and songwriter a couple of days ago my sister had told me my poems arnt even that great and neither are my songs and the thing is she has never read any of my songs i dream of being a poet and this site really helps me express anything i want without any questions asked
Oh, I'm sorry about your failing support in your dream to write poems. It is not nice for such Important people to you should discourage you like that.
my sister is currently getting her masters degree and my dad is very high class i have other siblings that are currently successful so therefor in my family there are high expectations in a future career
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