When you left I was 4 years old...this writing letters and shit gettn real old...you leaving caused my heart to get cold... my momma say I look like you and act like you too... it's crazy how you can be identical to a person you barely even knew... shit it hurts that you not here for me when I'm feeling low... you not here for me physically, emotionally, or financially... my mom do it on her own... that's simply because she strong... she rewarded me for my rights and punished me for my wrongs... I remember when I was little I used to think about you all day long... it was hard growing up without you but I'm a fighter... I got dreams and I'm pursuing them... I want the green so let me keep grinding... Now my heart full of pain and you can see the hurt in my eyes... that's from all the nights that I cried... all I ever wanted was you... I wanted you to be here too... I wanted yo shoulder to lean on... I wanted to be able to hit you up with all my problems... but I guess shit just happens... all my wants became a dream and real life became a nightmare... I used to look at other kids life like that's not fair... how come they daddy there... and mines not here... that shit brought me to tears over and over again... finally I realized this was a battle that I was never gone win... but it was your lost because April 18th a Queen was born... but it's okay, there's no need to be sad and frown... because now I got my crown and my ten toes down
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Lost Girl (Pseudonym) (
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Thank you so much for letting it out
Tears that follow were for that same day
When I wished for my real dad
Not the drunken mess my mum was with
Maybe then we would of all been safe
Sadly he was never going to come
When me teen shoes hit
I went out on my own
You have spirit writing so well
Definitely his loss in this world
Not knowing the passion you possess
But there is plenty of us
That appreciate what you have
Be the light you need 😉
Thanks ANGEL for a very poignant poem straight from your wounded heart. I have had my DADDY for 33 years (and still have) He has always been a great friend and support for me and still is. SO i do know what you have MISSED. All MUMS are great and yours is an ANGEL ! I like the resolve at the end of your POEM ~ Thinking of you and Praying for you ~ Your FRIEND BRIAN (UK) Please check my poems ~ Thanks B
Lost girl you are a "Hang Ten" as we say here in Hawaii for somebody who surfes with all then toes hanging over the front of the surfboard. If you can do that, you are good! So you really are a Queen and you are GOOD!
Your poem is so well written, thank you for sharing!
Thank you everyone for your thoughts and support! I really appreciate it with all of me 🙂
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