Unsupervised Love

Thewildfire

Break my heart even more

I see that as cry for help

You see that as a challenge

Though our point of view differs

I still feel like no one understands me

Like you did

You made me cry

Night after night

Wondering what I did to cause you to be like that

Wondering what happened to the guy I once knew

The guy I once loved

The guy I still loved

Call me stupid

Call me crazy

I call it love

Blinded by the thought that one day you’ll get better

I waited and waited

Love for you is the only reason I stayed

I should’ve left ages ago

But I felt that I needed you

I only knew of happiness when I was with you

Our deep conversations

About my darkest fears

Made me trust you more than I trusted anyone else

Right now I feel stupid

Because I still love you

And I know you don’t feel the same way anymore

I know you don’t care

But oh, I wish you did

I wish we could go back

And do things like we should’ve done

When we were both in love

No games

No gimmicks

Just us

But one can only hope

And I’m sick of having hope

For someone that could care less

Fuck you

Fuck us

I’m done

Or I’m trying to be done

Say goodbye to the girl you once knew

Because pain and terrible circumstances

Destroyed me

Not saying you was the only cause for the damage

But you caused a great deal

A part of me wishes I never met you

But another part feels blessed

To have encountered you

You were the best of a bad situation

You showed me love and acceptance

But also pain and embarrassment

I guess we were too young

To realize what love truly was

I just realized too late

And you forgot too early

Early enough to where I still have feelings

And you have none

I try to have new relationships

But I still feel myself missing you

Listening to songs

Thinking of you

Imagining a life where we worked out

But I had high hopes

And you had a record of failure

So let’s say goodbye

But let’s make it worth something

Tell me what went wrong

And I’ll make sure to learn from my mistakes

Cause I’ll burn in hell

Before I let myself love another "you"

  • Author: Ariana Briggs (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 4th, 2017 01:35
  • Comment from author about the poem: This poem is about loving someone who doesn\\\'t love you back. There is a history. but times have changed and now there is no way you and him/her to be together.
  • Category: Love
  • Views: 27
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  • whisperingquill

    Damn, I really like that closer
    Potent nice job poetess

    • Thewildfire

      Thank you so much! And I'm glad you like it

    • BRIAN & ANGELA

      Thanks ARIANA ~ for another beautiful LOVE POEM that only an ALABAMA GIRL could write ! I have a MANTRA ~ "Better to have loved and lost ~ than never to have loved at all" I've had my share of "ended love affairs" but each one has made me stronger and I have learned positive lessons from each one ~ and your final triplet implies you have too. You are lovely and deserve "True Love" Thinkin' of you an' prayin' for you ! Yours BRIAN (UK) We have a sayin' for the Girls from every US State ALABAMA ~ "Girls from ALAMBAMA just want to take you home to meet MAMA !" For me that is a POSITIVE because Girls grow up to be like their MAMAS and Alabama Mums are all lovely !

      • Thewildfire

        I'm glad that you enjoyed my poem because I wrote this is the middle of the night when I could barely sleep. To me it explains how relationships can be either great or disastrous. One day I might have true love, and hopefully he'll like this "Alabama girl"! And your saying is completely true lol

      • Simple-Man87

        That was amazing. I love how the emotion changed throughout. Beautiful and heartbreaking.

        • Thewildfire

          I wanted to express my heartbreak in a way to where other people could relate. And I'm sooo glad that you liked it.

          • Simple-Man87

            I did... very much so. You're very talented.

            • Thewildfire

              Well I'm glad you think so!



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