I have a problem thinking myself into depression
I now have scars from you too
I loved you and I love you
You left me
You told me you had a different type of love for me
That I was special
I ate up every word
The worst part about feeling my heart crumble inside me
Is knowing you are flawless
And knowing you really did nothing wrong
All you did was fall in love
With not me
And that’s no crime
But my love, oh my love
How I wish you were mine.
I see you enjoy life
I see you on a roller coaster that is going nowhere but up.
My heart hurts
My head hurts
My body hurts
I can’t lay in my bed without thinking about making you cum
I can’t pet a cute dog without thinking about you and your love
I can’t sleep at night without thinking about your laugh
your anger towards me
I see you make friends, and fall deeper in love
And as happy as I am for you
I cant help but feel an emptiness in my gut
I crave you
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A lonely optimist (Pseudonym) (
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Comments4
You having fun there? I reckon this should be marked 18+ though. Woof! I'm an 18+ watchdog. lol.
Sorry sir, my bad.
I could feel the emotion you laid out in your words, and the sorrow of your wounds. This poem felt like a goodbye letter, stained with teardrop memories. Well done Alexa.
Thank you! It is much appreciated, for there is emotion is every word, and its kind of a goodbye letter in progress.
WELCOME ALEXA ~ Thanks for your 'first poem. It is full of angst and unrequited love ! Life is like that as we grow up and experience ~ first the ECSTASY and then the AGONY of LOVE ! I have a MANTRA ~ "Better to have loved & lost than never to have loved at all". My experience tells me that is a a simple MANTRA for MEN but much harder for LADIES ! I'm still single but in a stable relationship with my current GF Angela ! I'm thinking of you and praying that you will meet someone who really loves you and appreciates you for YOURSELF ! I love all the "LAKE STATES" and have visited Cleveland Ohio to visit the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame. A nice State to be in ! MPS is a nice site and all the Members are empathetic ! Please check my Poems ~ Yours BRIAN (UK)
I appreciate your comment (: and I will definitely check out your poems, this one is very meaningful for me and I'm glad I've gotten such positive reviews, I have lots more that are waiting to be posted (:
I like how this poem sends a message.
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