Crash Into Me

Maleah

Crash into me like you did with her. 

Crash into me like I want you to, like I need you to. 

Our lives are short and they don't mean much, but it'll mean a lot if we stayed together and died together. 

I'd rather rot in the ground with you than with someone else. 


It’s the way that you smile and laugh at your own joke that gets me.
It’s the way that you can stare so intently at something.
At me.
It feels like you are staring into my soul.
What do you want?
My heart?
Because I will willingly give that to you.
I live to be everything that you want me to be.
And that’s where I’m wrong. Because you can be a horrible person. You can be hurtful and wrong. No matter how cute your smirk is or how bright your eyes can get.

You are not the one I want to rot with.
You are not the one I want to stay together with.
You are the one that I want to run from because you make me feel like a fool.
The way you laugh at my mistakes and my ideas.
I feel small. 

And that isn’t the feeling I want.
Not even close.

So, please, don’t crash into me.

Never do that.

Ignore me. 

I just want to hold myself up

  • Author: Brielle (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 7th, 2018 09:20
  • Category: Love
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  • BRIAN & ANGELA

    WELCOME MALEAH ~ Thanks for your first Poem ~ Beautifully penned ~ full of rhythm ~ but personal ~ painful and two sided ! You start by eulogising your MAN and craving for a "collision" and then it all changes ! Love is a "collision" of two hearts ~ two minds ~ two personalities and two spirits. You long to fuse as one forever ! BUT that is so often where it begins to go wrong and the "COLLISION" causes pain & hurt & wrong ! HE then cause opposite vibes HE's the ONE you want to run way from ~ the ONE you don't want to be with or close to ~ the ONE you now avoid colliding with ~ to HOLD YOURSELF UP ! It happens and it has happened to me and LOVE turns to HATE so quickly it's frightening ! I learnt something from every "collision" and am now engaged to ANGELA (see my poems !) Experience tells me it is easier for Males to recover from emotional breakdown. Every Blessing for the future ~ Yours BRAIN (UK)



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