Blessed or cursed in giving all my worth

Poetic Dan

I am an emotional wave

I don't want to be any other way

If I was to cast that all aside

I should of given up

When I wanted to die

 

Many years have come from then

The child that didn't know how to defend

Lost in a world of unable to fit in

Just no good everywhere I went

 

Every failure still brings up many tears

Of violent consequences of the years

Accusations of actions, who built the first fear

What beliefs are reality, am I on the tip of insanity

 

People think I over think and this maybe true

But it's nothing compared, to the emotions that I feel

Right now my battle is what reality tunnel am I seeing 

Is it from the perceptions I'm told or from what I feel deep in my soul

 

I guess only time will tell

 

One thing I know is I'm not here for money or fame

This was not something I have always wanted to do

I didn't spend my life learning the best way to articulate, accurately.

 

I am on this path because of the fear, from fight or fight

This occupation choose me, to help me understand myself better

 

Helping me heal this inner vibration of powerlessness

 

I have no need to fight

I have no need to run

I have the poetic power

I have listened with love

 

Everything is going to be alright

 

 

 

  • Author: Poetic Dan (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 20th, 2019 02:32
  • Comment from author about the poem: Riding my last wave back to brighter days. The lessons were learnt, now to move forward, to keeping helping in the way only I know. Being me!
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  • Goldfinch60

    Very positive write Dan keep moving up that wave into joy and love.

    • Poetic Dan

      Yes, I am finally letting it back in. Thank you for your support my friend

    • orchidee

      Good write Dan. As I say though, I don't build my life ONLY on feelings. But what then? On my faith, I would say.

      • Poetic Dan

        Each to there own, I have faith that my feelings and gut instinct have got me this far and will continue to guide my path to higher heights!

        Always appreciated
        Much peace and respect

      • orchidee

        Meanwhile - don't listen to my singing. if you're on a roller-coaster of emotion, the only way will be down then! heehee.

      • dusk arising

        Positivity wins every time - well done.

        • Poetic Dan

          Always appreciated my friend!

        • Neville

          without wanting to sound too twee.. a little bird hit the nail on the head with his comments here today.. keep moving up that wave into joy and love..... I know it is hard to be positive all the while.. in fact, it is probably impossible because stuff always comes along... but it also passes.... remember that... it also passes...... N

          • Poetic Dan

            One bird in the hand, is worth two in the bush! It's starting to pass now and I thank you for the support along the way!

            • Neville

              Good to hear.. keep ya chin up...

            • Suresh

              You have chosen your path, and the journey is yours to complete.
              Yes, there will be hurdles in the way and moments will test your resolve, and you will waver a little but I am certain you can weather them all for your will shall always be strong

              • Poetic Dan

                There has been many but you are right I can forget I survived all I have and its not about to stop now. Because I won't let it, this is just a rest and readjust moment.

                Thank you
                Always appreciated

              • Michael Edwards

                Keep travelling Dan - you're on the right path and the future is yours.

                • Poetic Dan

                  Always appreciated my friend and it most definitely is!



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