I have felt them,
Since I was a little girl.
That first night
Is when everything in my life started to unfurl.
I then knew
Even as I was so young,
That something evil had just begun.
The whispers that I heard
To this day,
Still leaves me very disturbed.
That's when they started attacking me,
Each and every night
And as I grew older,
Realized this was a spiritual fight.
As a teen I started to never want to sleep
Because the terror I have felt,
Ran in me way to deep.
So many years
I kept it all to myself
And all alone,
It became my own personal hell.
Knowing they were coming for me,
Protection from them was never a full guarantee.
Always wanting someone to just reach out
Wanting to let someone know,
What evil was exactly about.
They followed me throughout the years
No one can ever imagine the sounds I can hear.
Finally I learned how to take control,
It became my only finale goal.
You see
When I become paralyzed,
I literally feel as if I could really die.
The experiences I have had
I will only tell a few,
Because most people can not relate
They do not believe it to be true.
I know this might be hard to perceive,
But if you felt, heard and seen
You just might not be so dam naive.
I have so much more of this to tell,
Just stay posted
And come along through..
My Purgatory Hell.
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Author:
Tammy Smith Sarazin (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: It talks about what some people mighjt go through when having night terrors all their life.
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Comments4
Im intrigued, I want to read more
Am so glad that you enjoyed and yes shaa there is a part 2
Amazing 🤩
You get it all out there girl, shout it from the rooftops. Coz there's no way theyr'e going to get you now, too many of us have your back !
Thank you my friend, you have become very special in my heart
Why don't you write about your disability. How you got that way, and how its left you angry and immobile ?I'm sure there plenty you need to get out about that, vent yourself out fully Raven !
Yes, indeed.. I actually have a few pieces letting out some emotion.. maybe I can look at them and put something together but afraid it might be to long. LOL thanks for the inspiration
Who cares how long it is, So long as it helps you get things sorted out inside yourself !
Now that's something I need to hear, thank you my fellow poet.. but I have promised myself to keep changing it up.. a little bit of this and a little bit of that
Good to see you feeling a little more upbeat Raven " X " Mwa
Thank you, and MWA to you back.. thank you for all of your support.. you really made a difference
You have become strong through these horrors and now your life will be full of joy through the strength you have gained Tammy.
Andy
Thank you so very much my friend
Hi Raven, raw and relevant, interesting, inspiring, well written and REAL! My thoughts are with you…
Thank you so much my friend
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