Wishing I was dead right now,
And people ask me why
It seems the world's against me
But I still refuse to cry
I know I have to be strong
I said that I would be
But jut the way I feel right now
I wish my soul was free
I'm absolutely terrified
It's hard to say, but it's true
I lost my very best friend today
And I don't know what to do
I wish all my suffers would stop
Maybe with me not coming to an end
I wish I wasn't here today
I wish I still had my friend
She stayed with me when I was hurt
When I was depressed or down
She always made me happy
She turned my bad days around
Maybe death isn't the answer
I need a better way to cope
Pain isn't the solution to anything
And what I need is hope
I feel really bad today
Like my grave is already dug
The only thing I want right now
Is for someone to give me a hug
I admit that I was stupid
And after she held me tight
I promised to never try to do that again
But I can't break a promise if I'm dead, right?
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- Comment from author about the poem: This is how I feel today.
- Category: Sad
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Comments8
Great poem, I'm sorry you feel so crappy. I think we've all felt that bad at some point in our lives and you just have to hold on tight and keep on going. I hope you feel better soon! Thanks for sharing.
Thanks for your support. I spent most of lunch crying in the bathroom.
I'm sorry that you had such a bad day. I know how it feels to lose a best friend. Keep battling through it, you'll be okay.
Well written and expressed Great write
Sorry your having a really bad day and the thousands of emotions a day like that czn bring. I just wrote in a poem...its a big ass world and your not alone. Easy to write but not always easy to remember. Hope you got your hug x
WELCOME JOY (LOVELY NAME) Thanks (despite the inner pain) for sharing your first poem ~ it was very very brave. I am sure you found it cathartic to share. When we are growing up life is never ever easy and losing Friends & Family just make life more miserable. MPS is a very empathetic site and most of us have been where you are today ~ wishing we were dead ~ but somehow surviving ~ because there was generally someone whose shoulder we could cry one ~ someone to give us a HUG. Thanks for sharing ! Thinking of you ~ praying for you and A BIG HUG ~ Yours BRIAN (UK)
Nice poem, and even though it is easy to tell yourself to be strong, I understand that it isn't always the case.
Good emotive write. Your friend is still with you and always will be and will want to see you come out of the sadness, go forward with hope and all will be fine.
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