Christina8

Fake

Been going through a rough patch but you don't see

The anxiety inside that has been crippling me

 

Don't know how long this agony will last

Just long enough to get help if judging from the past

 

The anxiety feels like someone's got a gun on me

Hard to do anything like that, and finally,

 

I don't know how much more I can take

Cause honestly, I don't know how much more I can fake

Comments9

  • Heartwriter

    So sorry for your anxiety. I hope you get better soon.

    • Christina8

      Thank you so much, I appreciate that!

    • BRIAN & ANGELA

      Ohhhhhhhhhhh CHRIS ~ this is a sad poem for a LADY with so so many Blessings to count ! Thinking of YOU and Praying for YOU every day. Planning ahead is a good antidote for ANGST ~ I trust things well be brighter soon ! Abrazos fuertes ~ Hermanos BRIAN y ANGELA ! @@@@@@@

      • Christina8

        Gracias para los abrazos fuertes!!! Necesito abrazos mucho! I may have a lot of blessings but I still have a lot of anxiety. Thanks for praying for me, I do appreciate that and your friendship and support! Hermana Christina

      • Laura

        My dear Christina,
        It saddens me to know you’re hurting! Please do get help! I will be thinking and praying for you! Better days are ahead...I’m sure! Sending much love ❤️ your way!

        ~Laura~

        • Christina8

          Any prayers would be appreciated! Thanks so much for your support!

          • Laura

            You’re very welcome!
            Anything else I can do,
            please don’t hesitate to
            ask!
            Hugs 🤗❤️

          • ron parrish aka wordman

            a rough road now,but wishing you sun shine soon

            • Christina8

              Thank you so much Ron, I hope so too!

            • Michael Edwards

              A great poem from an agonised pen - My thoughts are with you Christina

              • Christina8

                Thanks so much Michael, I appreciate it!

              • Goldfinch60

                Super heartfelt write, may your worries be soon gone Christina, we are all here for you.

                • Christina8

                  Thanks so much Andy, that makes me feel good to know!

                • orchidee

                  Nothing fake about this poem C. Meanwhile - you got nothing to anxious about, except my singing! heehee.
                  Is it that you feel people are watching you? They aren't really, they are just getting on with their own lives. I get a bit caught up with that sometimes.

                  • Christina8

                    Thanks for your reply Steve, I do appreciate it. No, my anxiety is chemical, nothing I can do about it. Just BREATHE!

                  • SLR

                    This is a great write Ms Christina. Heartfelt and definitely pulls at the heartstrings. Keep writing, it's a great release. (Trust me, I know. As most of us probably do, as writers tend to feel things deeply). Have you read Ms Lorna's work today? Perfect advise from a wise lady.

                    • Christina8

                      Thank you for your reply. Much appreciated. Will check it out!

                    • Clarita

                      Thank you for sharing and allowing us into your life. Poetry is a wonderful way to express yourself and let your true self out to play. Hang in there and write your little heart out.

                      • Christina8

                        Thanks so much for your reply. I appreciate it very much!!



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